Benar Aku Terasa Kehilangan
Yang indah itu bahasa, Yang manis itu kata, Yang tulus itu hati, Yang mulia itu peribadi. Salam sejahtera dan salam diskusi.
Kerja masih bertimbun2 atas meja aku. Mood adalah rushing. Nak siapkan sebanyak mungkin kerja sebelum balik kampung esok petang. Mampu? Entahlah. Sabar menyiapkan tugasan itu. Lepas berbuka tadi, aku menziarahi blog2 yang ter-update yang aku follow. Semuanya membuatkan aku tersenyum sendiri. Kelakar dan menarik. Dan, aku nak petik satu kisah yang terdapat dalam blog ini cerita si cepit. Cerita mengenai cinta. (mood cintan beberapa hari nie...hehehe...) Aku malas nak translate cerita nie dalam bahasa Melayu. Korang translate la sendiri erk.
Once upon a time there was an island where all the feelings lived; Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all the others......, including Love. One day it was announced to all of the feelings that the island was going to sink to the bottom of the ocean. So all the feelings prepared their boats to leave. Love was the only one that stayed. She wanted to preserve the island until the last possible moment. When the island was almost totally under, Love decided it was time to leave. She began looking for someone to ask for help.
Just then Richness was passing by in a grand boat. Love asked, "Richness, Can I come with you on your boat?" Richness answered, "I'm sorry, but there is a lot of silver and gold on my boat and there would be no room for you." Then Love decided to ask Vanity for help who was passing in a beautiful vessel. Love cried out, "Vanity, help me please." I can't help you", Vanity said, "You are all wet and will damage my beautiful boat." Next, Love saw Sadness passing by. Love said, "Sadness, please let me go with you." Sadness answered, "Love, I'm sorry, but, I just need to be alone now." Then, Love saw Happiness.
Love cried out, "Happiness, please take me with you." But Happiness was so overjoyed that he didn't hear Love calling to him. Love began to cry. Then, she heard a voice say, "Come Love, I will take you with me." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that she forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived on land the elder went on his way.
Love realized how much she owed the elder. Love then found Knowledge and asked, "Who was it that helped me?" "It was Time", Knowledge answered. "But why did Time help me when no one else would?", Love asked. Knowledge smiled and with deep wisdom and sincerity, answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
Huhu...penuh pengajaran. Lepas je aku baca cerita nie, aku termenung sekejap. Mengingati kisah2 lampau yang kini sudah menjadi artifak sejarah yang sangat berharga. Hurmmmm...keluh sendiri. Apa pengajarannya? Tepuk dada tanya selera. Masing2 ada pandangan tersendiri. Aku??? Biarlah aku sendiri saja yang tahu.
Walaupun hidup aku sekarang boleh dikatakan baik tapi masih terasa satu kehilangan. Apa yang hilang? Hurmmm...mungkin aku perlukan masa. Yup...baru dua hari aku mengalami peralihan. Harap aku tidak perlukan terlalu panjang untuk mengalami peralihan. Masih berbekas rasa sayang di hati nie. Entah sampai bila ia nak berbekas, aku sendiri tidak tahu. Tiap kali terbayang dan teringatkan dia, aku cuba mencari sesuatu yang dapat mentertawakan aku. Yang dapat melupakan sekejap aku kepada dia.
Aku amat berharap, setibanya aku di kampung, aku dapat melupakan segalanya. Tapi, aku percaya, aku hanya dapat melupakan sekelumit kenangan. Namun tidak mampu untuk aku melupakan segalanya terutama sayang aku kepada dia. Arghhhhhh...masa...cepat la datang menjemput kenangan2 nie. Tak mampu rasanya aku nak ingat kembali semua yang pernah aku lalui dulu. Kosong. Kehilangan. Arghhh...sabar. Itu yang mampu aku lakukan. Benar, aku terasa kehilangan.
-KATA AKU-
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